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[iceinyourmusic]

Meh. Tired constantly in the way that says: "This is not me." And I was so bored, so bored last night at the S-s', family visiting duty with French cheese and alcohol (did I mention I was bored?). Now needing to read, and essay-make, fast and furious, but mostly wanting to write down all my all-naked, all-gay, all-star dreams, or read loads and loads of very good, very dark, very twisted, very unshippy or possibly totally girlslashy fic, brain turned utterly completely off. And mother announces she wants Darren Hayes music for Christmas, and this disturbs me on surprisingly many levels.